I noticed an intriguing pattern in my behavior which might be a good starting point for an in-depth psychological analysis: whenever stress creeps into my life, I find myself scrolling through mysterious web pages that all have the title of 29 signs that you're an IB student or IB Memes. And then I softly sob into my pillow as I eat chocolate cookies from Musala market and cookie crumbs are falling on the keyboard almost as fast as my tears of suffering.
You have guessed correctly, my friends. First year exams are approaching very fast and if mankind really came up with the concept of time we definitely did something wrong because honestly, why is time passing by so quickly?! Wasn't it January like yesterday? I'm so pissed right now, I'm gonna fight the time and the concept of space and time as one and just bring it on, Universe!
I'm actually happy. Like, overall. If I push aside the thought that I have only 3 weeks of classes left, meaning only 4 weeks before exams and that I haven't really started any work and that I have a TOK presentation due Friday and a math test on Trigonometry on Friday but also 3 books for self-taught to read...if I ignore all of these small inconveniences, I'm fine! It's spring and it's warm outside and sunny and the birds are singing and I have a bunch of shit to do but you know, life is still pretty amazing.
LOL, my tutor for self-taught just sent me an email with samples of Paper II and I haven't started reading the books yet, but you know, these are details. Overall, still all good. I think I did pretty fine in self-taught so far so I'm not worrying too much? I guess? But yeah, what I wanted to say is that I'm getting a firstie next year! I'm so happy! I'll be such a proud second year! She seems very nice and lovely and in general a sweet girl. She has a pretty cat, if this helps you make an impression of her, I don't know.
Also, mom bought the plane tickets for summer and I'm officially going to Canada for a month! How freaking exciting is this? I never thought I will ever step on that side of the ocean ever again but I will! I'm so looking forward to summer, I just want to get done with school honestly. 47 days left until I come home. Time really flies. In summer, I'll be free, free from work and the sufferings of IB.
Did you actually believe this? I hope not because, knock, knock, it's the EE and SATs! But I'm excited for both of them because I just love my EE topic, like I'm genuinely interested in it so I guess I'll be fine, once I actually dig into work. And about the SATs, I really want to do good because, you know, dream colleges and shit, so I'll put my heart and soul in acing them American tests. I have no goddam idea when I'll have time for chilling but these are details as well because I'm going to Canada? And this is very cool okay? Okay.
I feel like this post is just me shitposting, honestly, I'm so sorry you have to read through this. My writing style goes from kinda-okayish-bad-poetic-wanna-be-deep-writing to I'm-a-dipshit-meme-tumblr-speaker in less than 0.3 seconds.
Since I know that next year firsties finally know whether they got in or not I just want to let y'all know that you can always email me if you have any questions, sincerely you won't annoy me, your email will most likely make my day so please, don't hesitate. I'm not such a piece of shit as I seem here, I swear. I'm actually nice. I actually have friends. Like 5 of them but you know, still something. Okay, I should probably shut up.
But yes, this post was me, putting my stress into words and sharing with you my...schedule, I guess? I don't know, I just felt like writing.
Now my lovely TOK presentation is calling me so be well, my friends, and hear you soon.
Love always,
Zala
You have guessed correctly, my friends. First year exams are approaching very fast and if mankind really came up with the concept of time we definitely did something wrong because honestly, why is time passing by so quickly?! Wasn't it January like yesterday? I'm so pissed right now, I'm gonna fight the time and the concept of space and time as one and just bring it on, Universe!
I'm actually happy. Like, overall. If I push aside the thought that I have only 3 weeks of classes left, meaning only 4 weeks before exams and that I haven't really started any work and that I have a TOK presentation due Friday and a math test on Trigonometry on Friday but also 3 books for self-taught to read...if I ignore all of these small inconveniences, I'm fine! It's spring and it's warm outside and sunny and the birds are singing and I have a bunch of shit to do but you know, life is still pretty amazing.
LOL, my tutor for self-taught just sent me an email with samples of Paper II and I haven't started reading the books yet, but you know, these are details. Overall, still all good. I think I did pretty fine in self-taught so far so I'm not worrying too much? I guess? But yeah, what I wanted to say is that I'm getting a firstie next year! I'm so happy! I'll be such a proud second year! She seems very nice and lovely and in general a sweet girl. She has a pretty cat, if this helps you make an impression of her, I don't know.
Also, mom bought the plane tickets for summer and I'm officially going to Canada for a month! How freaking exciting is this? I never thought I will ever step on that side of the ocean ever again but I will! I'm so looking forward to summer, I just want to get done with school honestly. 47 days left until I come home. Time really flies. In summer, I'll be free, free from work and the sufferings of IB.
Did you actually believe this? I hope not because, knock, knock, it's the EE and SATs! But I'm excited for both of them because I just love my EE topic, like I'm genuinely interested in it so I guess I'll be fine, once I actually dig into work. And about the SATs, I really want to do good because, you know, dream colleges and shit, so I'll put my heart and soul in acing them American tests. I have no goddam idea when I'll have time for chilling but these are details as well because I'm going to Canada? And this is very cool okay? Okay.
I feel like this post is just me shitposting, honestly, I'm so sorry you have to read through this. My writing style goes from kinda-okayish-bad-poetic-wanna-be-deep-writing to I'm-a-dipshit-meme-tumblr-speaker in less than 0.3 seconds.
Since I know that next year firsties finally know whether they got in or not I just want to let y'all know that you can always email me if you have any questions, sincerely you won't annoy me, your email will most likely make my day so please, don't hesitate. I'm not such a piece of shit as I seem here, I swear. I'm actually nice. I actually have friends. Like 5 of them but you know, still something. Okay, I should probably shut up.
But yes, this post was me, putting my stress into words and sharing with you my...schedule, I guess? I don't know, I just felt like writing.
Now my lovely TOK presentation is calling me so be well, my friends, and hear you soon.
Love always,
Zala